|a global communications company with an ineffective information system... offering business solutions for YOU! how funny is that...|
|why must we feel desire for what we lack and lack feeling for what we have.. or is it just me|
|i feel like if one can truly control words they can rule worlds.|
|so all this time i thought i was a smarty-pants, making my life easier by having everything go the way i wanted it to. i wanted to change everything in my range of perception to a position that was best for my convenience. a problem with doing so is that if you're involved with more than one person who uses this strategy at times, there is inevitable conflict from... well, conflicting desires... the easiest situation for one may be at a price of convenience for others. even worse, the things which wouldn't go my way would be rejected. retrospectively, how foolish I am! well i can only laugh at myself now for such narrow-mindedness. i just needed to put this in writing so i could look back and remember sometime later, that right now i'm on a foolish path, and the solution is not to change everything to make my life easier (which i am still capable of doing), but to rather learn how to adapt to this world that is not my own.|
but i've yet to internalize this realization.
that was... interesting...